BloodyAngelus

Ricardo E. Mercado

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As it dies by BloodyAngelus, literature

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As it dies

Teach me to understand This dream escapes like sand These hands of mine can't hold As i try to hold on Before all hope is gone And this fire goes cold Give me a reason, give me a chance wake me up, shake me from this trance Oh, god why can't they see? Why not let it just be? This hurts too much to bear Can you let it go? Please let me down slow This soul you have stripped bare Give me a reason, Give me hope I've done my best to learn how to cope Make me want to live more Live up to what i swore So I don't die without even living Even if this kills me, please you can do it with ease Let me escape this life unforgiving Giv

Moth into the flame by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Moth into the flame

Like scratches in the back of my mind It calls to me, it calls me now. Like destiny, made one of a kind Forging chains into our vow. Like screams that wont let me sleep This silence speaks only your name. Pushed up to a cliff so steep Hopeless moth dying in the flame. Like tears disappearing into the sea Denying it would be completely futile. I'm pushed down onto my knee This void makes existence too brutal. Driven insane, as I remember you Impossible distance, what will i do?

Fire In Your Eyes by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Fire In Your Eyes

Trapped. I feel trapped inside this prison wrapped around me Tearing everything, emotions aside Clouding all that i can see I fell so hard, fell so high I don't know how to mend I was defenseless, couldnt fly How this came to its end Paralyzed. Screaming silently Hoping to make myself be heard My mind breaks violently Struggling hard to find the word I fell so low, I fell so fast These broken wings of mine I've tried to make things last Convincing myself i am fine Chained. my mind my prison Trying to let it show These feelings that have risen Of letting you know I fell so hard, fell so high I dont know how you care I'm d

Second Chance by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Second Chance

Does everyone deserve a second chance? You always see "guilty" on my forehead. Taken in by the second of that glance; accusation of what happened on that bed. some of us heed the warning While others fall in darkness and sin. Asphyxiating in regret, deep mourning Despair as the silver lining grows thin. The monster in the reflection the part of you you wish would die. fight off, sever the connection Impossible to do though I try. It's a thorny road back to grace, Take my hand, make me brave. Lift my head, help me give face, Here for you, your eternal slave. Does everyone deserve a second chance? I thought I would deserve some

Lingering heart by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Lingering heart

Wish I could say I am glad for it all For helping you up when I first saw you fall Wish I could say I am glad when it started Its all over now, say goodbye dearly departed I am looking straight into the eyes of bitterness Thinking up a way, the road out of this mess At the end I see peace, I see comfort for me I see myself smiling at how it all came to be Wish I could say, that it doesn't really matter that I haven't wasted my time as memories scatter Wish I could say that I am who I wished I'm not perfect; I'm not at all accomplished Those perfect eyes keep looking at me, staring Those emotions I feel your face is sharing Warmt

Innocent Lust by BloodyAngelus, literature

Without you. With you. by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Without you. With you.

Nervous. You are trembling under my skin. Peaceful. I hug you to me. Warm. Cool. Roller coaster of feelings inside. I bring you to me. Awake in a dream. Fantasy alive in reality. I kiss you. I take you for me. Naked. Dressed in sensuality. Feminine poison that leaves me defenseless. Arousing. Composing. I cant escape this feeling. I want you. Kiss me. Taste me. Show me how much you want this to happen. Alone. But touching. hugging through the miles apart. Kissing. While missing. As I dream you every night. Different. Soul mates. Our spirits recognize one another. Water.Wind. Its never the same yet never changing. It is light. And da

Lines by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Lines

First line; footsteps on the sand Begins the story meant to be Traces of ink, i make my stand Over fire born from the sea Second line; you begin to speak Imagination is burning bright Even when the future seems bleak Once again we find the light Third line: Everything comes alive words, hugs, kisses and secrets pain, laughter; when you arrive The shock as my line of thought resets Fourth line: will anyone know? Will they find my treasure? And leave this cold in the snow Never again find this pleasure Final line: as the story ends Nothing is final, nothing is set What ending will come still depends Promise me you will never

BitterSweet by BloodyAngelus, literature

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BitterSweet

Open my eyes to find, to see your smiling face as you tried to dry away your tears. And I held you tight while I fought off the demons you feared. I woke up to find you sleeping in my arms. Such a wonderful feeling. Closed my eyes. Opened my eyes. To find you're not there. the nightmare I can only escape by dreaming. I try to remember, while closing my eyes, to find you there, still on that same spot. Tight in my arms; warm and soft. Smelling such a sweet scent. I kiss your lips and drift in sleep. My eyes open to bittersweet fantasy.

Crash and Burn by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Crash and Burn

Spiraling. Sinking deeper within. Where am I? Trying so hard to move forward only to find myself stuck? Is my effort not enough? I've sunk so low it seems impossible to go back. Can I go back? Can I undo all I have done? Just like a nightmare. Broken by awakening. Blind. This darkness envelops me. Infinity of surreal horror. The beauty of this perfect chaos. My broken heart. Desire of discerning truth from fantasy. Not finding what you were looking for. Will I awake before it's too late? I want to find my light. It will show me the way. Show me who I have become. Make me see who I could be.

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As it dies by BloodyAngelus, literature

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As it dies

Moth into the flame by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Moth into the flame

Fire In Your Eyes by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Fire In Your Eyes

'I tried' by BloodyAngelus, literature

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'I tried'

I tried to walk away from it Tried to escape, run as far as i could Trapped in this world, this mind How more real can this get? It's desperating to know All that awaits at the other side Fearing what is expecting us at the end At the end, what do we have to show? I feel almost dreaming, and I'm falling Falling into darkness, forever My mind escapes into the vast nothing And i dont think i'll escape; ever I tried to accept it And almost went crazy Everything inside it twisted And screwed everything in me Catch a little break Then it takes me to a point that I want to cry And theres no way back No matter how hard I try; I c

Loss by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Loss

Lifeless eyes Broken smile She's expressionless My sweet girl Taken from my side Without caring for me I feel frozen inside All I can be Shattered window Lights and noise All I know In my mind stays Lost my love Where is she? How can I have Her face to see? Days pass by Just a Dark sky I'm told she's near But I'm left hurting With a lot of fear Theres a priest Talking A white Cold Stone I try to see, i cant Struggling to see her again Everyone points to the ground I woke up to learn In an accident i didnt mean I woke up to realize I took the sparkle from her eyes

Only Human by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Only Human

Am I an angel fallen from Heaven? Or a demon with unforgivable deeds? In search of my missing half again But all I find are hollow memories I am only human All i've ever been No one cares, not anymore Pain accompanies me In day or night;endlessly Never happy, never more Fearing the thought of no tomorrow Not a fear of death,but for what lies beyond And it fills me inside with sorrow As this day slowly becomes night Sometimes i fell like in a eternal nightmare Eternally bound to the darkness in my mind Stretching out more and more Just as I'm rotting inside Can you see what's left inside? Tell me what you see Probably Hell

Suicidal Thought by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Suicidal Thought

Making it hard Making it impossible Everything's been fucked Feeling like I may fall Got screwed in this world Where we each have to fight A world without God Shits what we got An abyss without light Completely covered in darkness Death in every thought Cause we cant stand this All getting sad All getting mad We've got no hope We have to stop I want it all to stop, The end of all time Wanting to cry Wanting to die All the madness Near death's kiss All stop in time forever So I'll stop suffering Hurting inside, not anymore I feel like dying I cant hold on My happiness is all gone I will stop it all I'll answer deat

Living Hell by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Living Hell

Born into this world Without being asked Born to a life with only suffering Misery without end We just can't stand Any more days crying In the movies they say Love is the strongest force of all Well, why doesnt it stay? We bleed,we cry, we fall Where's the all powerful love? that gift fallen from above That legend we can't find Doomed in this God-forsaken place Where every man always cries True love seems to have died They say a silver lining helps you move on But in this sky it's way to dark to see it After all this time, our hope is gone In this damned night...

Shattered Soul by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Shattered Soul

Knowing it's my fault Feeling incomplete at all times Pain on every thought My heart breaks My scars, unseen As I smile and carry on Unforgiving pain Happiness is gone Not able to think or eat I feel terrible I'm starting to hate I feel suicidal A haunted mind Images,experiences,even the faintest sound My scars,unseen As I smile and carry on Dying by my own hand the pain is more than i can stand I need to stop it all I've been searching for Some happiness to come in the future Or a definite eternal fall Bleeding on the inside So i continue to hide These feelings bottled up Crying with a smile Smiling to cover what I

Truth by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Truth

Men don't believe in God Living in this world Where we only fear ourselves And we try to escape this The truth, In everyone's eyes The truth, what noone says The truth, we are wrong The truth,we're not strong Cursing God with everything we do Living life any way we want to We seem blind to our mistake Blind to a world that's so fake The truth,It is no more The truth,What we abhor The truth,to go back to the beginning The truth,Stop forever lying Thinking we are forgotten Because of the path we've chosen With our eyes tightly closed Forever we have died The truth,Hell is on earth The truth,Living for death

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Inspiration by rubymoon-angelina, literature

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Inspiration

It is this moment. The dim morning light. The soft heat that prooves potent to the lift of the breath that wants to write bright shine right. Never lose might. It is yourself. The energy slowly opening like the blooning red rose that destroys an all along defenseless wall of the loved one. Of herself. Feel the softness break the ice. No matter the time. It is the time. All mine. Forever thine. Like the kiss of that special story to the heart ever so entwined with the perfect line. I will forever search in rhyme. It is because of the moon. The restlessness of every eye open for the first time contemplating in admira

Eternal Hug by rubymoon-angelina, literature

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Eternal Hug

I wait. Soft breeze caresses my excitement. Intensity firing inside, out goes the will to take the bait. Presence takes over and the eyes penetrate enjoyment. Full enjoyment of the touch. "I want you". "Please stop!" and she runs to feel the fast heart beat. Against him a bent, a kiss. Tell me. You there? Breathless sorrow of imposibilities. Prudent's world shattered. Forever? Rapid heartbeat heard pounding. Spirit against spirit. One hug on top of the other with no boundaries in between. Will it be enough? MKy head in a cyclic scene of a depthless sin. To the dreamer's eyes. So divine a reality in mine. Lagh

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Gothic by BloodyAngelus, literature

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Gothic

Black and White, that is what this world looks like to me. The perfect way unkempt hair seems to fall into place. Dead skin. absent eyes. The passion of the world can't arouse me. Silent. Explosive. Intense.Cold. Alive and dead.color in black. And no one can see the beauty in my horrifying dream. I'm here, I'm there.Caught between two worlds intertwined by shapes, forms, feelings...Can you see? Can you truly see the magnificence of this dark world in my imagination?No...? All those eyes staring at me. All those feelings merging into one. Chaos. Understanding. And my peace has left me. Noise. Tranquil. Somber. Hot. What do you feel when

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Puerto Rico
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Current Residence: Puerto Rico
Favourite genre of music: Rock - alternative,black metal,emo
Favourite photographer: darkmatterzone / TikiLanes
Favourite style of art: Poetry/Prose
Operating System: XP
Wallpaper of choice: Demons
Favourite cartoon character: Neji Hyuga/ Sasuke Uchiha/Sesshomaru/
Personal Quote: Frankly, I just can't seem to care....

Favourite Visual Artist

David Boreanaz

Favourite Movies

Silent Hill, The DaVinci Code,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Celldweller, In flames,Emery, Nickelback, Josh Groban

Favourite Writers

Anne Rice/ Amelia Atwater-Rhodes/ rubymoon-angelina

Favourite Gaming Platform

playstation2

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Martial Arts,rock music, drawing, and poetry

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BloodyAngelus

Dec 31, 2011

Happy New Year!!!.....Yeah...

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So, this celebration did not come about as expected.... at all... Not what I wanted at all, but what can I do now, eh? Happy New Year to Everyone. Hope its a good one both personally and artistically(DA) so, yeah, have fun!

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BloodyAngelus

Aug 24, 2008

To Everyone that commented

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Thank you for all the favorites and comments. I appreciate it. I should try to keep this more up to date... we'll see what happens...

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BloodyAngelus

Apr 10, 2008

Life as a RollerCoaster

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It goes up, it goes down and it never completely stops. You can only hang on tight and scream a bit if it helps. Try not to pee your pants though :P

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lifeAnightmare

Dec 26, 2008

Hey, long time know talk. =]

gmc18981

Dec 19, 2008

Hey youuuuuu THanks for adding me to this!!! I love your poetry!! When shall u share it in our Open Mics?? IT's trully beautiful!!! Explore my deviant, hope you like it!!!

Take Care!

Graciela

rubymoon-angelina

Dec 3, 2008

red as the setting sun and the brightly lit fire in your eyes!

pseudomorphine

Aug 21, 2008

hi co deviant ... i find your page intersting and so as your write ups... can i be your friend?

BloodyAngelus

Aug 24, 2008

glad you liked my work...
I havent written anything in the last couple of months, but today i just posted something, so, who knows?

I added u as a friend,
Thanks again

Cross-Kaiser

Dec 26, 2007

Better late than never, Merry Christmas dude.

Aeyka

Nov 26, 2007

Hello there, random deviant! Just browsing through your gallery. I like your writings; very emotional. I always envied people who could write...

Also! Your icon is love. David Boreanaz is all sorts of wonderful. <3